I need it desperately

I crave the ambition that I have lost

I long for the light I once used to emit

It has slowly, yet so quickly, been taken out

the flame that once fueled my actions

has been blown out, smothered

It’s like I have broken my heart with my own hand

shattered it into little tiny, unrecoverable pieces

the drive I once directed

has been crashed into a wall of hatred

into a room of nothingness, of darkness

and I cannot get out of here!

I need it desperately

Yet the more I struggle to attain it

the further it leaves from my grasp

I am stuck in a cage I have locked myself in

from a lock in which it was I who threw away the key

Get me out of here, please

Because I need it, desperately.


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